Christmas Blues

 Christmas is the most awaited season of everyone. We are all excited to celebrate gift giving with our family and friends. But I think, not everyone is not happy with with their Christmas. This includes me. My Christmas was a mixture of joy and a bit of sadness.


Before the holidays, we celebrated Christmas at school. I only wanted to get my gift because I was having Christmas blues. I had the gift I wanted and of course I am so grateful for it. Even if I would get something I never asked for, I would still be grateful for it. I also tried joining to the games hey have prepared so I wouldn't be called "kj" (kill joy) just because I really am. It was fun but also tiring. We soon cleaned the mess we made before leaving.

During the holidays, we had a Christmas Party as a clan. Me and my cousins were forced to dance to which dance we have used to. It is because they missed us to dance like we used to as a kid. They have missed our performances as kids because it made the celebration more fun and longer. At the end of our performance, they gave us our Aguinaldos. We were so happy because is was greater than we have expected. 

                      https://www.jhamaicamaeramos.com

 However, my happiness turned into sadness. The day before the noche buena, my youngest sister had a severe stomach ache. my parents immediately rushed her to the hospital. It was already dark but they were not yet home. I still thought that they are already heading home or maybe stopped by to buy something. Meanwhile, I was invited by my two cousins to go to the church and I agreed to pray for my sister. Fast forward, we already arrived at the church, the mass haven't started yet, I saw a photo of my sister at the hospital. It made me worry more about my sister. I have prayed for her and asked to my mother if my sister was confined just to make sure. She said that they are running some tests and they are just waiting for the results. After the mass, we returned home, I saw my family was already sleeping. I knew that they are already tired that is why I didn't disturbed them and just celebrated Christmas with our relatives. I thanked God because my family got home safely. Even if it hurts celebrating Christmas without them. After the celebration, I cried my eyes out because I never get to celebrate Christmas with my family.

https://www.jhamaicamaeramos.com
         

The next day, my sadness faded by happiness when I saw my sister happily playing. I Thank God again for that day. To make my sister happy, we went on a trip to the Christmas Onederland.

https://www.jhamaicamaeramos.com


My Christmas is full of happiness and a bit of sadness. I have learned many things in life this Christmas. Christmas should always be thanksgiving and also gift giving. Simple gifts, seen or not, everyone must appreciate. Its the thought that counts. We should also be thanking everyone and give them the love they deserve, not only during Christmas, but everyday. Chose to give than to receive.  

Comments

Popular posts from this blog

The Exploitation of Such Beauties

Reflection on Second Quarter: Mastering HTML Tags

Starting alone, continued by all